Doing Right When You Could Get Even

A sheathed sword laid down with an olive branch across it

A few years ago a man rushing to work through Times Square dropped his wallet with four thousand dollars inside. He retraced his steps with little hope of seeing it again. Instead, two police officers met him with the wallet in hand. An anonymous woman had found it on her way to work and turned it in with every dollar still there. She could have kept the money and no one would have known. She did what was right anyway. That is integrity, and one of the clearest pictures of it in all of Scripture comes from a dark cave in the wilderness of En Gedi.

An Innocent Man on the Run

By the time we reach 1 Samuel 24, King Saul has lost control of himself. Consumed by jealousy and fear of losing his throne, he is pouring the resources of his kingdom into hunting down one innocent man. His paranoia runs so deep that he orders the killing of the Lord’s priests at Nob because he suspects them of helping David (). Meanwhile the real work of a king goes undone, and the Philistines press in on Israel.

David, though a fugitive, keeps serving God’s people. When the town of Keilah comes under Philistine attack, the people do not turn to their king. They turn to the most wanted man in Israel, and God uses David to deliver them (). Even then, betrayal follows him. The Ziphites report his hiding places to Saul, and only a Philistine raid pulls the king away just as his soldiers close in. David escapes to the caves of En Gedi, a hot and rugged wilderness near the Dead Sea.

The Moment in the Cave

Then comes one of the most remarkable scenes in the Old Testament. Saul, pursuing David with three thousand chosen men, steps alone into a cave to relieve himself. It is the very cave where David and his men are hiding. David’s men whisper that God has delivered his enemy into his hand (). One stroke of the sword and the running is over. The suffering ends. The betrayals stop.

David creeps forward and cuts off the corner of Saul’s robe. Even that small act troubles his conscience. He tells his men, “Far be it from me because of the Lord that I should do this thing to my lord, the Lord’s anointed” (). He restrains his men, lets Saul walk out unharmed, and then calls after him, holding up the piece of robe as proof that he intends the king no evil.

Right in Every Circumstance

Notice first that integrity does what is right even in suffering. David is innocent. He is being slandered, betrayed, and hunted, and he still refuses to sin his way out of his misery. That is what integrity has always looked like among God’s people. It is why Joseph refused the advances of Potiphar’s wife, asking how he could do such wickedness and sin against God (). It is why Daniel resolved not to defile himself with the king’s food in Babylon ().

The heart of it is simple. We may be able to hide our sin from teachers, parents, employers, or brethren, but we can never hide it from God. He sees everything, and every choice we make either honors him or dishonors him. Integrity is what we do when only God is watching.

Leaving Revenge with God

Second, integrity refuses to get even. Saul is unmistakably David’s enemy, yet when David holds all the power, he gives grace instead of vengeance. Jesus calls his people to the same path, to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (). Paul is just as direct: “Never pay back evil for evil to anyone,” and again, “Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath of God” ().

When someone gossips about us, insults us, or wounds us so deeply that we lose sleep over it, the temptation is to hit back twice as hard. God asks us to feed the hungry enemy instead, to overcome evil with good, and to trust him to make things right in his time.

Consulting God First

Third, integrity seeks God’s direction. Before David went to rescue Keilah, the text says he inquired of the Lord, and when his men objected, he inquired again (). Before major decisions, David’s first move was prayer. That raises a searching question for us. Before we choose a job, a relationship, or a response to a crisis, do we consult God through his word, through prayer, and through the wisdom of godly people? A person of integrity wants God’s will more than his own way.

A Life That Convicts

Finally, integrity has the power to convict people who lack it. When David reveals what he could have done, the hardened king lifts up his voice and weeps. “You are more righteous than I,” Saul admits, “for you have dealt well with me, while I have dealt wickedly with you” (). The conviction would not last, but in that moment a wicked man saw his own heart clearly because a righteous man stood in front of him.

Our quiet faithfulness can do the same. Consistent godliness may, over time, awaken a bully, a harsh coworker, or even a jealous brother to repentance. David was far from perfect, yet his respect for God shaped his choices when no one would have blamed him for choosing differently. Walking in integrity still bears that kind of witness, for “he who walks in integrity walks securely” ().

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Shawn Jeffries

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